From a Distance...

The love vanished away with time, it evaporated from the times of a distant past, but still, whenever she listened to that song, she was embraced by that same warmth and beautiful scent of the sunsets and sunshine those days offered. She was like clinging to that memory, although the love vanished, the excitement faded, she was still like not letting him go, as if his memory filled her, completed her, contented her. And what exactly was her love? She saw him from a distance, loved him from the distance, kept him with her secretly, as if it was enough for her, as if just that beautified her. She was just so fragile to only create a secret world with him(or secret world with her heart as nobody knew. Who knows?) and that was just enough. And now that the memory came back with all it's essence, she felt like not letting him go, as she was still on that same point, still in love personally, and she felt like holding on to those small pleasures and happiness that life could offer again. Probably this loving from a distance was an attempt by her to love herself, to care for herself as the point to ponder is that her love was only known by her and that she only loved from a distance. And now that the memory came back, probably she was in need to love herself again, to care for herself again...