O Pain!

O pain! You once passed through my gates,

And indeed at full pace,

I am not saying that i mind that,

i accepted it as i just only could.

But what is it that is now happening?

Please! Can i break all this down?

As within the bounds of these times,

I am in a state of great confusion,

Confusion regarding my highs and lows,

No matter how odd it might sound,

The truth is that i just cannot write that shit down.

All i do is, or all i can do is,

To cry for mercy, to beg for light!

Not knowing the cause, O pain!

A spark arises from the deepest wounds,

The wounds that leave my heaven of dreams in ruins,

My heaven that i created with so much zeal,

My heaven that i always kept hidden from everyone who could steal.

O pain! my fragile heart cannot stand these moments,

The moment of haunting, 

In which the breathing is dense,

Every muscle is tense,

The soul is longing to scream in agony,

The mind aching to run away...

O pain! You left me tethered in the middle of nowhere!

You made my being naked for my wildest nature.

O pain! I have got many complaints piled up against you!

But still there couldn't have been any better teacher like you.